i've got another problem! HAHAHHA. full of problems right now. I HATE FRIDAYS!
hahha. so here goes the OTHER ONE. lol. so..... pia and sam are best friends and like i got close to sam and we became best friends too. BUT pia feels like sam's closer to me now and she's afraid that maybe someday i'll be sam's FIRST best friend. lol. it's kinda funny, really. BECAUSE IT'S 100% CLEAR THAT IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN. but i feel sad because i think that she feels like i'm taking sam away from her. WHICH IS SOMETHING I WILL NEVER DO IN MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE. lol. i just feel so sad. HAHHAHA. i've been soooooooo sad since the start of the school year because blossom's not there anymore. I know my friends don't notice (especially marian because she thinks that i'm close to everyone) it but i really am. Blossom and marian are my bestest friends (next to renneth) and i was always with the two of them last school year. But now that blossom's gone, it feels so different because before when i go to the gazebo i already know where i will go but now i don't even know where to go. hahhahahaha. AND I FEEL LIKE MY FRIENDS DON'T LIKE ME ANYMORE. ;[ hahahhaha! so depressssssssssssed! HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA. i'm soooooooooooooooo saaaaad. :[ lololololololol. anyway, i'll stop the drama now :\
sharing you all the sadness, neon
Labels: :(, daily, N is for neon, neon, neon's year of sadness
